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dreamsthis is a dream that i had a few days ago.. it felt strange as i usually don't remember it so clearly for so long.. this is because its contents are what i care about so much..
A familar face..
A familar place..
In front of me was a figure, blocking the light shining from the window behind.. i was walking towards the figure from a distance and felt werid inside.. something's not quite right... i know it was there to see me... to tell me something...
then i saw, the figure holding something... it's thick and quite bulky..
i walked nearer to the figure but i don't know for what reason, i turned left, heading to another room.. i guess i was trying to avoid the figure...
when i finally decided to open the door and walk out, the figure walk towards me and pass me the thick and bulky thing that was in its hands and walked away.. it was a book...
i found a place to rest my legs and start exploring the book.. i saw a lot of cut outs which was pasted inside the book.. it was trying to tell me something... there are pictures too... and there, i realise the story the figure is trying to tell me...
the figure knows and it don't want to be involve in this...
there, i was so down... i finally got the answer i wanted..
i tried to talk to the figure but it just don't reply to me..
broken into pieces..
now i know..
it knows...
it don't want to get involve... time for miracleTime for Miracle
Adam Lambert
It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile. Every kiss I can't forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cause I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us I just want to be with you Cause living is so hard to do When all I know is trapped inside your eyes The future I cannot forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cause I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us Baby can you feel it coming? You know I can hear it, Hear every soul, Baby when you feel me feeling you You know it's time... Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know I ain't giving up on us You know I ain't giving up on Oh I ain't giving up on us nothingit's been a long time since i last bloged... just a few things to update and share..
life is still as bored as ever.. nothing seems to make it more interesteing as i know i need to go back to camp the next day... it's really not something i am looking foward to.. everything there is fine but i just wanna go back to studies... although architecture is a few hunderd times more stress and has a few thousand times more of workload, i still prefer going back... haha... this is because it's a lot more interesting.. but nvm, i know my time will come... i just have to be patience... haha...
anyway, i went for a prize presentation ceremony last saturday, 31 oct 2009.. it was held in one of the ballrooms in ritz carlton hotel, which is beside marina square.. hahaha... The event was not quite what i expected... as stated, it was a prize presentation ceremony... but, it was not stated that there is going to be a long and boring semier and dialoge session which nearly kill me... it was like a never ending talk.. the speaker was a bit strange too.. haha... anyway, i had my lunch there too.. it was quite ok except for the salmon which taste like a slimy semi solid stuff... i prefer fresh and raw salmon.. lol... other than that, the rest of the food was ok...
after the event, i met my friends to watch 'jennifer's body'... it's a stupid show.... a possesed girl who eat human intestines... wtf.. the lamest part is how and why the girl got possesed.. it because a rock band want to get famous and so, they 'sacrifice' the girl to satan in hope of getting their band famous... how lame is that... the whole show is a waste of time.. the show is just strange but entertaining there are a lot of stupid scenes in the movie which makes me laugh).. anyway, after the show, we went around walking and reached home at around 11+ pm..
it was stupid though... after so many months of sun and partially covered sky, suddenly a few bolts of lightning strikes and hit in all directions around me... although it is not as bad as it used to be, but somehow i still feel the static from the lightning running through me.. i really wish there is some way i can transform the dark clouds into clear sky and enjoy the warm sun but i guess there is nothing i can do.. i guess the only thing i c an do is try to get rid of the dark clouds and advoid getting struck by lightning again...
it always couldn't be the way i want it to be.. sucks.. recent bordombored is the only word i can say recently... life seems so pointless without architecture... hahaha... it's like i have been so use to be doing archi work everyday that now, because of NS, i have nothing to do all of a sudden.. all the burden, worries and so on (archi related) that i used to have just vanish all of a sudden.. hahaha.... no archi for 2 years... although it feels werid to me, it's actually quite a good getaway for me... it's time for me to leave archi alone and rest for a while... i have a feeling i have been doing so much work that i have forgotten what architecture is.. i know i tried to create spaces and so on in my design during my year 3 project.. but now that i think of it, something seems to be missing... it just don't seem right... it's like a boring piece of shit that i have created out of the mess in my mind... submissions are always near and there issn't anytime for me to really think through the design.. now that i have relieve myself from architecture, i see things more clearly.. i find that i can't just trap myself inside the archi world and never get out... i should in fact go out more often and enjoy myself as to relieve my mind... i must still do my work but not to the extent of squeezing myself till nothing is left... i often feel drained during my polytechnic education... there is jus no time for us to relax... i often thought that i jus need to keep thinking and working and i will score well... but now, i know that's the wrong mindset.. the thing is, i can score well if i do that. but, is the design good? my answer is not really.. i have look through my 3 years of work and i think all of them sucks.... the only work i like is my year one's work... my year two was a total screwed up bullshit... my year three was not that good..
in short, my work in polytechnic sucks big time..
anyway, ns life is damn relax.. i am starting to like this kind of relax life.. hahahahha... don't know if i can cope with my uni 2 years later.. lol...
happy news, i will be going to sarawak, mulu caves during september... whoo!! it's going to be fun... hahaha... i can't wait to go... lol....
sad news, i need to stay in from monday to wedesday.. it's like wtf sia... but the good thing about this is that i save on transport fare.. hahaha...
last thing, we will be celebrating christopher birthday this coming saturday... it's like we have forgotten to celebrate his birthday for the past 2 years.. felt damn guilty that he remember mine... lol...
i don't know why... but these few days, it kept flashing back... it's kind of irritating... but still............ feels sucky..
thinking..it's has been 1 month since i enlisted into NS.. it has been 3 months since i graduated from SP.. i can't believe i have graduated! lol... everything seems so fast.. it feels like i jus started poly life a few weeks ago... it feels so strange.. it's as if my body is at the present time while the rest of me is left wondering in the past.. i still remember the time when i was still in secondary school.. it seems like forever to NS.. but now here i am, serving NS.. lol... it's fast huh..
i wonder, why must our universe be dominate by time.. everything in the universe is link to time, for example, gravity, movement, planets, stars and us.. it seems like without time, everything will jus collapse.. is there a universe where time runs in a different way? or it don't even exist? what will that world be like? what will lifeforms behave without the absense of time? how will everything run without time as the source? will thing age? can people go back to the same event there were doing? can things be written again? and of course, can things even exist without time? last day..today is officially the last day before i report to my new unit in clementi.. damn it.... it's going to be 2 years in that damn place.... omg.... i hope it's not going to be boring but i have a feeling it's going to be... althought it's only 8-5, i think i am still going to die of boredom inside that place.. hahaha.... anyway, the news reported that there are over 50 new cases of h1n1.. wtf... good luck to me.. i sure hope i won't get anything inside... sux.....
the only good thing i can think of is that i have a straight bus there and home.. other than that, i wanna complete it as soon as possible and get out of there so that i can continue my university.. anyway, in these 2 years, i will go around taking photographs.. i hope i can go overseas sometime to take photos but i have a feeling that's a bit impossible... but after ORD, i wanna go overseas to have fun before starting my university life... i don't know where i wanna go.. but i hope i have the buget to go somewhere far to see a complete different way of life.. lol... maybe visit a few different countries but of course the buget is quite little... lol...
i think that's all till now... wish me luck on my first day tomorrow.. lol...
bye... bored!!it's been 3 days with completely nothing to do.... i wake up everyday and find myself staring at the computer screen for the rest of the day.. damn it... i don't know what to do! games are boring and i can't go out... damn it... fucking, fucking bored.... end of 'chalet'i reached home at around 11.30pm yesterday.. ir marks the end of my 5 days of 'chalet'.. lol.... actually it's the so call bmt, which i don't recall doing anything except sleeping, talking rubbish, and eating.. lol.... although there is nothing to do, but it's fun to be around the new friends i have make.. they are friendly and definately worth to be friends with.. 5 days of camp flew by fast and so it means it's time for me to report to my new unit... it's at clementi camp... a lot of people from my camp in tekong went there too.. lol.. anyway, i am not reporting there on next monday.. i had a 7day mc so i will be reporting on the monday after next..
in the meantime, i and so damn bloody bored!!!! life without architecture is so damn bored... the worst thing is that i can't go outdoors because i am on mc!!! and i can't watch transformers untill next saturday!!! omg!!! that's so damn long.... damnn it... i am seriously damn bored!!!! i can't seem to find something for myself to do from the time i wake up till now.. i am so sick of all the games in my com... omg.. i feel like i can rot myself to death.. lol.... but nvm.. i take this time as the time for me to grow back my hair before going out again.. i seriously look like shit with almost no hair on my head... lol... damn it.. i am still not use to it.. seriously, it's quite fun to play with it... the feeling is different when you have hair.. LOL... i know i shound a bit strange but it's true.. lol...
another thing is, i need to take these pills everyday.. these fucking pills is making me feel damn letargic and giving me diarrheal... omg...
i don't have anything else to share.. i am so damn bored.... good luck to me for these 7 days.. hope i survive it.. you may see me in the obituary section in the newspaper and it states, 'rot to death'.. lol...
okok.. i am going back to wondering what to do.. bye.. enlistmenttoday will be my last 'free-man' day as a singaporean.. after today, i will be enlisted into the most bored life i have.. this is because i will go through 5 days of training which i think are stupid lectures and some lame exercise as i am uner PES E.. -.-'' then after that 5 days, which will be next saturday, i will be posted to a camp to continue my service to this country.. -.-'' as a clark.. wtf sia.. this is so damn lame.. but the good thing about this is that i don't have to worry about getting broken knee, hand or die inside the camp.. lol.. i also won't have to worry about re-service after ns.. hahaha...
i know i am going in tomorrow but i still haven't brought my stuffs yet.. wth.. need to go shopping later to finish buying the things on the list.. but there's not that much.. jus need to buy the toiletries, detergent, goggles and so on.. lol.. then i go in camp for 5 days and those stuff are completely useless.. hahahah...
anyway, i went to pulau ubin yesterday with my aunt to take some photos.. will post it after my 5 days in that boring camp.. lol.. i dun even think it's a camp.. it's more like a chalet.. lol....
i think my entry stops here.. i need to finish up my breakfast and get a haircut.. lol.. bye.. in loving memoryIn Loving Memory
Alter Bridge
Thanks for all you've done I've missed you for so long I can't believe you're gone You still live in me I feel you in the wind You guide me constantly I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always waiting And now come home and I miss your face so Smiling down on me I close my eyes to see And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me I carry the things that remind me of you In loving memory of The one that was so true Your were as kind as you could be And even though you're gone You still mean the world to me I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always waiting But now I come home and it's not the same, no It feels empty and alone I can't believe you're gone And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me I'm glad he set you free from sorrow I'll still love you more tomorrow And you will be here with me still And what you did you did with feeling And You always found the meaning And you always will And you always will And you always will Ooo's And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me tired...it's been so damn fast.. it's already thursday night.... wtf... working in an office really speed up time.. lol.. it's like you sit there in the morning and before you know it, it's lunch time.. then all of a sudden, it's 6pm and you are packing up to go home... it's like you don't really remember doing anything in between those times.. it's damn bored... you sit there in the office and waste your time without knowing it.. i am not saying that working on your project is a waste of time.. i am just saying you are not experiencing anything new, fascinating and exciting... but that's life in an office.. you will always be a robort manupilating that damn computer.. lol... bored...
anyway, it's going to be saturday again soon!!! whoo!!! this means i gonna go out to take pictures again.. hahaha.. but where shall i go this time? i just messaged my aunt and ask her to help me compile a list of places i can go for phototaking.. lol.. i mean taking photos of other people and things, not taking photos of myself.. lol.. phototaking is my new hobby.. lol.. i have been wanting to buy a DSLR for a long long time... say about 2-3 months... and finally, i brought it!! lol!!! it's been 3 weeks since i brought the camera.. i have went to the botanic gardens, zoo and the west coast.. lol... i took pictures on my graduation day too.. lol...
taking photos is so damn fun.. it's even more fun when you took a beautiful shot.. lol.. i am still a noob but i am learning.. lol... just need to take more pictures, read up, learn from other people and so on.. i espicially like detail shot.. but the thing is my lens is only down to 18... -.-'' i saw a 12mm lens but it cost up to $2000 and i am like wtf.. lol... but i will buy my zoom lens first as it's more important.. my lens can go up to 105.. i wanna buy those up to 250 or 300... or course 300 is better.. lol..
photography is so damn interesting.. to me, it about the meaning, composition and details.. it's much alike architecture in some sense.. that's what i think.. lol... whoo!!! fun... but now, i am still not good in capturing the details into pictures.. it's damn hard.. it's not only about focusing at the correct thing.. it's also about capturing the small little details, like the emotions on the person's face, the lights and shadows and etc.. there is an whole list of things to take care of.. in short, it's the right moment you need to take the picture.. you miss it and it's gone.. wtf.. that's what i hate about it.. i always miss it.. -.-'' wtf.. but nevertheless, i still love photography.. i look foward to this saturday.. lol...
bye... zoo...as you can see from my pictures, i went to the zoo with my friend last saturday... offically from 2 weeks ago, every saturday will be the day i go out to take pictures.. whatever it may be, i just want to take pictures... i realise it have become my newest hobby.. haha... the 1st week, i went to the botanical gardens.. then last sat, it's the zoo! i am actually thinking of going to sungai bungo.. it's a nature reserve, although i don't know if i spelled it correctly.. but anyway, zoo was fun... saw lots of animals and stuff.. glad that my friend accompanied me.. lol.. after that, we went to meet up with other friends to have dinner.. i haven't seen them in a long time.. they were my secondary school friends.. so damn happy to see them again.. lol.. we ate steamboat at bugis... damn filling.. hahhaa...
i kept my entry short as i have just recieve a terrible news from my aunt..
my cousin's grandpa jus pass away..
my condolences.. grad 2009...finally!!!!! i am officially out of the school.. no need to worry about lecturers calling me asking me to do this and that.. no need to worry about not finishing my submissions and so on.. whoo!!!! lol.. feels great to be out of it for a while... lol... it feels great to be free again... not be constrain by the work and thinking.. it's like when you are in architecture, you kind of think of things a certain way and forget about the other side of things.. it's quite contridicting.. the lecturers ask us to be creative but then, i found myself only looking at things in a certain way after i join archi.. now that i am 'withdraw' from architecture, i found myself looking at things in more ways.. lol... sometimes i felt that when that someone is so into something, they tent to forget everything that is happening around them.. and i felt that it's those small little things that happen in your life that affect the way you design... i personally feel that you do not need to copy famous architects designs or do whatever shit to make sure you building looks nicer than others.. i feel that the most important thing is how you express yourself.. it's the thing that is inside you that makes you unique.. copying other people's design just makes you a 'computer'... and the thing that makes you unique are those little things that happen everyday in you whole life.. these things mould you into something unique from everyone else as everyone have different experiences in life.. no one will live or think exactly the same for their whole life.. the little things in life like how you behave, talking with your friends and etc are those elements...
you can say that i always believe in expressing yourselve freely, although i can't do it perfectly yet... so whenever the lecturer ask me where is you research, i will be damn pissed off at them.. i so want to tell them, 'design is about expressing not copying'.. i agree that you need to do some study on how other people do things.. but my lecturers' version of research indirectly means copying.. she expects us to go find books on the design we want and use it.. i mean design on facades, or whatever.. i fucking hate that.. why can't they jus fucking hack care about that and concentrate on opening or minds and nurturing our talents.. why can't they just help us find our style in design rather than asking us to go fucking copy some random architect's work... no wonder singapore's architects sucks... they are going towards the wrong direction..
another thing is that the lecturers are so damn rigid.. you have this idea in mind but they keep telling you you need to do this and that.. damn all.. can't they jus freaking let go of everything? damn... you have this brilliant idea but the lecturer discouraged you from doing that.. wtf... it's like discouraging a kid to learn walking.. i seriously hate that.. damn it.. this school is damn lousy in terms of design.. maybe my meaning of design is different from theirs but i still think they sucks..
as i said before, i still think designing is about expressing yourself freely.. if not, what's the point of designing if there is only one 'beautiful'.... i believe everyone have their own 'beautiful'.. it's jus that they need to know how to express it all out.. and from that design, you can read the architect's mind, heart and soul.. but of course, you need to take into considerations of other things like the site, the people and so on... all these things combine will make that piece of art unique... that's the reason i don't believe in copying others to score A... i need to fully express myself but till now, i can't seem to do it.. i don't even know if my style now is what i am or is it just some stage i have to go through.. still confused over it..
but anyway, i still believe in living your life and expressing yourself.. 64.4LOL!!! u may notice my title familiar because there is an entry which is named 61.. lol... if u read my previous entry, u will know it meant a lot to me.. hahaha.. 64.4 is my weight now! whoo! lol.. finally gained another 3kg after a few years.. sux.. it's damn hard for me to gain weight.. anyway, i got this annual medical check up at NUH to scan my heart to make sure everything's fine.. but before that, i need to measure my height and weigt.. lol.. it had been 61kg for the past few years.. lol.. finally it's 64.4... lol...
anyway, the doctors said i have marfan.. they told me a few years ago.. marfan syndrome a genetic mutation/ disorder in the connective tissue.. this tissue holds all parts of the body together and helps control how the body grows.. marfan syndrome features are most often found in the heart, blood vessels, bones, joints and eyes.. it's sometimes found in the lungs and skin.. the doctor said the most dangerous is the heart.. and therefore must be kept under observation just in case something's wrong.. for my case, the doctor is afraid that the blood may 'leak' or back-flow as the valve of my heart don't close completely.. wtf.. once it leak or back-flow, that's it for me.. i can say happy hew year to myself.. but till now, the doctor said i am fine but still need to go for annual check up... another thing is, the damn disorder affects the damn body and people with this disorder can't do very much for physical activities.. it's because they are afraid the heart cannot take it.. but we still can go physical ativities but not too strenuous.. sux... that's ehy i got a PES E9 for my ns.. fuck.. damn it...
but i still go to live with it.. sux..
i gotta go now.. see you... finally...work in school is finally over for me... i finally escape from that torture in school.. phew.. but some of my friends are still working in school.. poor thing... lol...
anyway, i am so damn bored.. i so wanna get my camera so i can go out to take photos/.. lol... but the thing is i am still thinking if i should get one as i will be enlisting on june22.. but, i am PES E which means that i will definately be a clerk which works from 9-5, every weekend.. therefore i will have saturday and sunday left for recreational activities.. i guess i will have time.. but i am afraid i will jus throw it in a corner and forget about it.. lol.. so, i will give myself sometime to consider before buying..
for the past few days, i have not been doing anything meaningful.. lol.. all i am doing is watching family guy and playing c&c3.. i am getting so sick of these 2 things... but i have nothing else to do.... i told myself to exercise but i am too lazy to even move out of my seat.. lol...... i will start exercising next week.. lol!!!!!! just hope i will do it.. 'fingers crossed' hahhaha..
oh ya.. my graduation ceremony is on 28may.. which is the thursday after next.. whoo! finally... but seriously, it felt like i jus entered poly yesterday... i dun really remember anything in between.. jus remember mad rush for submissions... lol.. guess the hectic work burried my sense of time.. oh ya, do you know i keep forgetting what day it is since i join archi? the only thing i remember is when are the submissions.. lol... sometimes i even forget when the submissions are and only think of finishing my work even after days of sleepless nights(not that i can't sleep.. it's because i have tons of work left unfinish..) LOL... but it was fun though.. i love archi... lol.. there is one thing about archi that is unique.. it is when all your friends are rushing submissions together with you.. friends even sleep over at your house so to encourage each other to finish the work.. lol... that's really fun.. i will definately miss archi and all my classmates.. lol...
i don't think i have anything else to write about.. i will leave the entry till here.. bye.. letters to youCan't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone Get me through this one Do you notice i'm gone? flinch letters to you
Where do you run to so far away? I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so I'm writing again these letters to you not much, I know But i'm not sleeping and you're not here The thought stops my heart Do you notice i'm gone? Where do you run to so far away? I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4] No more looking i've found home I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4] I'm gone away I'm gone away 21st birthday celebration21yrs has pass since i was born.. it has been a long time.. my poly friends celebrated my birthday on the 23rd of april.. my birthday is on the 24th of april.. i think i overheard them discussing about it 4-5days ago.. lol... anyway, we went to sakae sushi for dinner.. i ate quite a lot as it was a buffet.. haha.. anyway, 10 of us, including me went for the dinner.. then after dinner, they pass me the present, which was 1 large bar of cabury chocolate, 2 polo t-shirts (grey and white) and one grey pants.. lol... i love the present.. thank you guys.. oh ya, after the present, there was a cake which we couldn't finish and i have to bring it home.. haha.. after the dinner, we decided to watch a movie.. actually, we planned to watch a movie after dinner.. but then, it was too late and the nearest theater don't have any shows on screen... we check the internet for qutie a while, while chatting with each other.. lol.. in the end, the group split into 2.. one group went home while the other stayed.. i was in the group which stayed..we then decided to walk to the cathay at dobby.. after walking for almost 15-30mins, we gave up.. we are not even halfway there.. thus, we head for the nearest mrt and took the train to dobby..
after reaching dobby, we walked to the cathay, took the lift up and came straight down again... -.-'' it's closed... -.-''wtf?! what a waste of time.. somemore we look like idiots infront of the security guard.. lol... after that, we went to plaza sing to check as it's along the way.. but the thing is, it's closed too.. -.-'' waste of time.. in the end, we took the last train home.. hahha... lucky we didn't wander for too long or else we may not catch the last train... lol.. i reach boon lay at around 12.30am and there was no more bus service.. sian1/2... i have to walk home... argh.. lol..
on my birthday, 24th april, i went to work in the morning and ended at 5pm.. stayed there till 6.30 and head off to jurong point to meet my family for dinner.. anyway, my sis brought me a zinc sling bag... useful cause my current one is a bit worn out.. lol... thanks..
the dinner was good.. have it at dian xiao er, a chinese restaruant.. we ordered a total of 7 dishes.. damn full after that.. my sister's boyfriend paid for the meal.. lol.... anyway, after dinner, my parents went home, my sister went out with her boyfriend and i went straight to meet my friend at boon lay mrt.. then we headed off to the cathay to catch a movie that we didn't catch the day before.. we wanted to watch taken.. but in the end, the tickets were sold out and we watch 17 again.. it's quite a funny movie but a bit dumb... lol... not worth it to watch in the theathers.. better to watch it online.. anyway after that, we catch the last train home again!!! wah lao.... it's like i need to walk home for 2 days straight.. but when i walk home that night, i got a shock.. lol.. i need to walk 3 bus stops distace to reach my place.. when i was near the 1st bus stop, i saw clothes on the seats of the bus stop.. i did't care much.. when i was walking near it, my friend message and so i reply her which i was walking.. i didn't notice what;s going on beside me.. when i reach the bus stop, i suddenly saw this dark patch of stuff lying on the seat of the bus stop.. i turn over and saw someone lying face down on the floor, with his legs still clinging on to the top of the seat.. i was like wtf?!! at that instance, i thought of calling the police.. but that i need to make sure he is dead of something to do that.. therefore from saving me any trouble or heart attack, i walk off... lucky there was a couple behind me.. i think they went to check out the guy on the floor.. lol.. wtf sia.. someone lying face down on the floor in the middle of the night?! but i saw an empty bottle and spilled liquid beside him.. think he drank and got drunk, walked to the bus stop and tried to sit down.. but he tripped and landed on his face instead.. maybe that's home he ended up with his foot clinging onto the seat..
okok.. skip 24th april... then yesterday, 26th of april, was the apitude test in NUS.. the test was easy.. but i saw one guy beside me struggling.. in the end, his model was 2 piece of crushed paper.. --.--''' wtf.. the other 2 of my friends did ok for it too.. none of us got the interview.. phew.. lol... then, i went out with 2 of my secondary school friends to celebrate my birthday.. we went to cenileisure to eat suki buffet.. the buffet menu was hell lot better than sakae.. they have lots and lots of bbq, grilled, raw and sushi stuff.. yum yum.. lol.. we reach there at arounf 1pm and ate till 4.30pm.. hahaa.. reciept will be attach below.. anyway, we decided to watch a movie after that.. but then, there aren't any nice movie to watch and therefore, we went to arcade to play some games before going home..
i have a great birthday..
thanks everyone..
 secondary school..yesterday was my secondary school friend's birthday.. my friends from secondary school organized a chalet to celebrate her birthday. it's at cheverons at jurong east.. my friend offered to drive me there... lol.. the funny thing was while he was driving under my block, he met a minor accident.. -.-'' a small piece of his car's bumper fell out on the left side.. there is a dent on the bumper too.. wtf.. but luckilly he was not injured.. anyway after i got into the car, he went to fetch another friend of ours.. he fetched 3 friends (including me), and then we went off to cheverons.. we reach there at around 4.30pm.. it was not as crowed as what we expected.. there are only a few friends of ours there.. all of them are helping to set up the decorations.. balloons and stuff.. seeing that we are not much of help there as most of the stuff are almost done, 4 of us went out to explore the place.. haha..
we went straight to the bowling alley.. i refused to play initially as i don't know how to play this kinnda stuff. but then later my friends 'forced' me to play and i agreed.. lol.. my throws are ok.. surprisingly.. not very good but ok.. haha.. i thought it will be bad.. haha.. anyway, we form 2 teams of 2.. at first we think we are losing as my friend's team got a strike.. lol... then they started missing every throw.. all went down to the 'drain'.. lol.. then we manage to get 70++ points and 50++ to them.. that was the mid part of the game.. in the 2nd last throw of the game, my friend (opponent) somehow strike! omg.. they got around 70++ points.. it's damn close to 80.. but then, my team got 85.. lol.. gd.. the last throw was the funny thing.. damn funny.. it seems like my team can win.. but then who knows? we lost.. hahahhahaha... my friend(opponent) got 89 points and we got 85 still.. we didn't got any hits for the last throw.. funny huh.. hahahhahaha... i got the last throw.. my ball went perfectly straight and in the middle of the alley, but somehow, it started to roll towards one side and when it is about to hit the targets, it drop into the 'drain'.. -.-'''' all of us are like wtf.. and jus kept laughing.. hahha.. jus so damn funny.. haha..lol...after that we went to explore more of the building..
we took the lift down to the third floor, the theater.. LOL!!i don't know why the hell are we doing there..we did a lot of stupid things inside.. 1st, we sneak inside and make sure no one is inside.. then as normal, we took a few photographs.. lol.. then we started to do some stupid acting as the name of the place stated, 'the theater'. lol... one of my friend acted something like PAP giving a speech to the public.. wtf?! hahahha.. we acted singapore idol too.. lol... another one is judgement for some criminal.. i don't know what is that too.. hahahah.. the last one is the most funny and gay one.. my friend came out with this idea of 2 people dancing... then he act as the man and me the lady.. LOL!!! then i have to act like i was lying down on his arms or something.. LOL!! it's so damn funny and we couldn't stop laughing after that... hahahhahaha.... i will ask my friend for all the stupid pics someday.. lol.... anyway, after that we went to the 2nd story where the ballroom is.. there is a stage there also.. so we pretend to be giving and reciving scholarship on the stage.. hahaha... one speaker, one giving out the price and 2 recipients.. lol.. the award is a sock from the bowling.. LOL... but we didn't stay there for too long as it's damn warm inside.. lol...
after that we went back to the chalet.. we help to start the fire for the bbq.. then, went up to the 2nd floor of the chalet as the VIP is arriving.. lol... when she arrive, all of us on the 2nd floor threw ballons down at her as if it's her own MTV.. lol.. then, we went down to wish her happy birthday.. the bbq food seems to attract us a lot.. straight after wishing her happy birthday, we all went to the bbq pit for food.. i didn't eat much there as my friends and i will be going off early.. we chat to friends we haven't seen for a long long time.. it's as long as 3 years.. lol.. most of them still look the same.. it's a wonder how fast 3 years has gone by and everyone have grown up.. still remember the secondary school years.. lol.. it was so damn fun.. hahahha... really wish we can go back to enjoy it again.. hahhaha... anyway, it was good seeing them again.. but a lot of people didn't turn up as expected..
anywya, my friends and i went off at 8pm++... as we didn't eat dinner, we went to jurong point to grab some food to eat.. after that, we went to arcade for a while to play time crysis4.. lol.... a game we use to play a long time ago.. hahhaa.. after we died, my friend drove us home..
althought there aren't a lot of events, but it's fun and good to meet old friends.. lol.. wish all of you the best in whatever things you do..
hope to see you soon.. going back to school during weekends.. -.-'today is a saturday and the sad thing is that i still need to go back to school to make sure my renderings are done and ready for collection.. i reached the ADRC at around 9.30 as my friend said she's coming at 10am.. she's not there yet when i reach.. i unlock the door, went into the room and wtf?! it's so damn cold!! this is because we left the air con on at 16 degrees with high fan speed on friday evening as to cool down the computers.. 5 to 6 of the computers in there are rendering animations.. lol... anyway, that's not a problem as i jus lower the fan speed and increase the temperatue.. lol.. anyway, all except one of the computer is done with the rendering.. that one which is not done has been rendering for 3 days straight.. wtf.. -.-'' turns out it's only rendering on 1 out of 2 processors.. -.-'' no wonder it's so slow.. i transfered all the animatons into my hard disk.. but then, there is this computer which hang when i tried to transfer.. wtf.. it hanged from the moment i reach there till i went off.. -.-'' lame.. so i lost 74 frames jus like that.. -.-'' but nvm... i re-render it again.. the computer are working hard now and i have no idea if my friend off the air con! wtf!! if she off it i will be so screwed up! the com will overheat and crash,,, -.-'''''''''''''''' let's hope she didn't off it.. while waiting for my renderings, i played generals, an old strategy game.. i kept losing as i have forgetten how to play.. lol.. in the end i gave up and watch my friend play crysis.. haha.. at 3pm, i went off first as i am meeting 2 of my friend to watch a movie.. we didn't know what to watch but we do know we want to watch a movie.. lol..... so we meet 3.30pm at city hall.. we then went to marina square to watch the movie.. in the end, we watch fast and furious as the timing is just right.. we have dinner with other friends at 6.30pm to celebrate my friend's birthday.. fast and furious is quite good.. the story line and action scences are all quite good.. lol... recommended to watch.. after the movie, we went to sizzler for dinner.. it's a western restaruant... nice food... lol.... i ate spicy chicken and swiss chicken.. lol... nice.. hahaha.. anyway, the meal was a total of $286 for 7 people.. i paid $34.. whao... ex... but it's not like i will spend $34 everytime on a dinner so it's ok.. plus the food is quite decent.. hhaha.. they have buffet type of salad, ice creams and other side dishes.. lol.. jus recieve my friend's msg.. she said the air con was on! phew.. thanks.... or else the com will overhear again.. the last time my friend off the aircon but i wasn't rendering.. other pple's rendering got affected.. so, today was quite fun.. the part about going back to sch was a bit sad though.. lol... oh ya! i did out the animation already. managed to stich it together.. but i am missing quite a bit of frames which are still rendering in school.. hope it will be done on monday.. then i can finish the 30sec animation in sch.. -.-'' so much work for jus a 30 sec video.. lame shit.. anyway, i will be going to my secondary school class chalet tomorrow... it was meant to be a birthday celebration for one of my friend (another friend.. not the one i mention above), but the made in into a gathering too.. hope to catch up with some friend whom i lost contact with tml.. lol.. i think i need to sleep already.. my eyes are getting blur.. see you.. |
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